Mother Petra began to pester her Superiors with the request to be sent abroad as a missionary. Her superior sent her to Freiburg to the Tropical Institute to find out how fit she would be to live in a tropical country. Here at this centre, Mother Petra met Dr. Rhode, a German physician working in Caritas hospital at Kottayam in India. Dr. Rhode spoke of a standing invitation of the Bishop of the Diocese of Kottayam for a sister to work at the Caritas Secular Institute in India, for three years as destined by God, Mother Petra decided to accept the invitation.
Mother Petra arrived at Mumbai in India, her dream land, on June 26th, in 1966. From there she proceeded to Kochi and she was received by Caritas authority.
Mother Petra took her new assignment at Caritas on 4th July 1966. She was given the responsibility of training the novices at Caritas Secular Institute. She also engaged herself in hospital services.
During her stay at Caritas, she got ample opportunities to visit the nearby villages where she came across the grim realities of poverty, sickness and exploitation which made her deeply distressed and restless. Mother Petra could not find peace and contentment in her life and service at Caritas. She realized her calling to be something different; something infinitely higher.
Mother Petra had vacation trip with her colleagues to Munnar. On their way, their vehicle failed at a village. Mother Petra made a causal visit to the village. She was shocked to see the real poverty and utter misery of people. The face of emaciated women with pitiable thin and emaciated, carrying children and babies covered with pus running sores, disfigured by inflated bellies, living in huts worse than a cattle-barn, imprinted in her. Her heart melted with pity and asked herself, “What could I do for these people”? The picture of poverty and penury of the people never passed from her mind, “How to serve such poor and abandoned”? She began to be disturbed.
Though Mother Petra continued her picnic with her team, she could not enjoy the comforts offered to her. Her conscience heavily pricked. She began to ask herself: “Have I come all the way from Germany to India, to enjoy the privileges of the upper class? To belong to the rich?” she reflected over the Gospel passage narrating the story of ‘ the rich man sitting at the well set tables, and the poor Lazarus at the door steps hoping for the mercy of dogs ’. She felt that she was not doing enough for the poor.
Coming down from Munnar, Mother Petra was obsessed with the thought that she should spend all her energies for the poor alone. This experience is described as the surrounding reasons for the development of the charism that the Holy Spirit gifted to her.
Mother Petra then went to Kurisumala, a hill top in the district of Kottayam where the Cistercian monks have an ashram. In the solitude and silence of the Ashram, she spent hours in intimacy with the Lord, reflecting, meditating and planning about her future. Here at this mountain of the Lord, Mother Petra saw the light and experienced the warmth of divine love. She clearly visualized her ‘ Call within the Call ’…for something great….